Redefinition

A few steps closer. Momentum building.
Today, it would be hard for you to convince me that my God is not tangible.

Here is the reality, as much stress that I can have from wanting to hear from God and know His will... He wants me to know even more. So the struggle is not to convince God, but to position myself to hear.

I think we're probably both in the same boat with this. Here is the hard part, God doesn't give out direction for consideration. God will not show you a series of plans for you to choose which one is best for you. You do not get to ask for a plan B. This is a matter of heart. It means going through the process of putting your desires behind, loosening the grip on your dreams, and actually make yourself available for anything... Then it's not so much a matter of asking God for His will, but telling him, You have already agreed to do it... and you're just waiting on some details.

Lord, let my heart be there. I trust you, I want to be willing... positioned to go. Positioned to hear. I love you.

This transition is intense, but more and more I'm grasping the reality of the situation. The friction is both shaping me and redirecting my path in to something bigger than I could imagine.

Thank you Lord.